unstable state

      I am rushing for little, unimportant stuffs.              I am strangled by someone, not sure it is me or the someone whom i hate so.
  I want to break out of this place, but I don't know where to.
                                    I am trapped in the rat race which I always thought I can keep myself out of.
           I want to throw the paper at someone's face but I am not good enough for it.
I want to get to somewhere but I wonder when can I get there, or will I ever get there, with my speed.
                                             I can't draw a clear line between "let go" and "give up"
                            I want to live with pride, I might be just being stupid
                                                                 I am easily irritated, also easily entertained
                                    Still... I am still undefined...

Chee Er vs Churchill

Sir Winston Leonard Spencer-Churchill (30/11/1874-24/01/1965) - Prime Minister of the United Kingdom during the Second World War.

Chang Chee Er @ Childs (12/10/1983-??/??/????) - (N/A)

I was named by my father after this person. But now, as I am getting fat & hairloss, I started to worry if I'll be looked like him in a couple of years... =.=''

Awesome huh?.... =.=''

Cut Myself!!!

Due to the fact I am getting bold on top, my hair grows slower on top compared with side. So this afternoon, while I have nothing to do after lunch, staring at d mirror. I suddenly had an idea to have a self hair cut, and so I grabbed d scissor on my desk and got to work on it. Of course, it's a minor one, just to make my hair at sides thinner, so I dun seemed so bold on top, haha. And it was easier than I thought.

Though you can't  tell that I just had a hair cut, but i guess at least you won't say that I just had a bad cut :-p

To work with high spirit!!!!!

  

I want to work with high spirit!!!!!

(1 week later...)

....I will not give up...

(To be continue.... I guess)

Puppy Love Ice Kacang finally...

With some commented the acting was poor while some others cried for the movie, finally I went to watch this local movie produced by Ah Niu - Puppy Love Ice Kacang.

End up both sides are correct. Indeed, acting of majority actors in the movie weren't so impressive, in fact some of them were a little terrible. But I can understand why come people cried. The puppy love and the friendship in the movie are so much alike with the good old days that each of us ever had. The small town, the "complicated" relationships, the friendships, the rebellion teenage age, the ordinary people... so local and familiar. Not to mention I love the musics & the arrangements in the movie. And nevertheless, Ah Niu delivered great job on the theme song 纯文艺恋爱 (translation = pure poetic love?? nvm...)

Also you can catch so many famous Malaysian artists inside!

Starting anew... wallet

Finally, after x years, I got a new wallet. I think we all need to let go the past n move on to future ahead... However, thanks to my old wallet that went thru all these years with me.

The "Honors" (damages) of my old wallet...

Yes, reader, you mostly likely think this post is nothing at all. Too bad you already viewed it, kakakaka. And for my old wallet, adios!

~Let go does not mean to bury the past, but to let it go with wind and waving it goodbye with a smile... if you can :p

2 weeks recently...

Senior taking off to US for 2 weeks! Feeling quite relax~

Started to sync up everyday 830am with senior calling from US...

Changing to 700am conference call...

7am conference call somemore iterating similar things...

Finally it's last day of 7am conference call, but no mood to work...

(words on board added by colleagues, haha)