Thursday, October 7, 2010

unstable state

      I am rushing for little, unimportant stuffs.              I am strangled by someone, not sure it is me or the someone whom i hate so.
  I want to break out of this place, but I don't know where to.
                                    I am trapped in the rat race which I always thought I can keep myself out of.
           I want to throw the paper at someone's face but I am not good enough for it.
I want to get to somewhere but I wonder when can I get there, or will I ever get there, with my speed.
                                             I can't draw a clear line between "let go" and "give up"
                            I want to live with pride, I might be just being stupid
                                                                 I am easily irritated, also easily entertained
                                    Still... I am still undefined...

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Chee Er vs Churchill

Sir Winston Leonard Spencer-Churchill (30/11/1874-24/01/1965) - Prime Minister of the United Kingdom during the Second World War.

Chang Chee Er @ Childs (12/10/1983-??/??/????) - (N/A)

I was named by my father after this person. But now, as I am getting fat & hairloss, I started to worry if I'll be looked like him in a couple of years... =.=''


Awesome huh?.... =.=''

Friday, May 28, 2010

Cut Myself!!!

Due to the fact I am getting bold on top, my hair grows slower on top compared with side. So this afternoon, while I have nothing to do after lunch, staring at d mirror. I suddenly had an idea to have a self hair cut, and so I grabbed d scissor on my desk and got to work on it. Of course, it's a minor one, just to make my hair at sides thinner, so I dun seemed so bold on top, haha. And it was easier than I thought.

Though you can't  tell that I just had a hair cut, but i guess at least you won't say that I just had a bad cut :-p

To work with high spirit!!!!!

  
I want to work with high spirit!!!!!
(1 week later...)
....I will not give up...


(To be continue.... I guess)

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Puppy Love Ice Kacang finally...

With some commented the acting was poor while some others cried for the movie, finally I went to watch this local movie produced by Ah Niu - Puppy Love Ice Kacang.
End up both sides are correct. Indeed, acting of majority actors in the movie weren't so impressive, in fact some of them were a little terrible. But I can understand why come people cried. The puppy love and the friendship in the movie are so much alike with the good old days that each of us ever had. The small town, the "complicated" relationships, the friendships, the rebellion teenage age, the ordinary people... so local and familiar. Not to mention I love the musics & the arrangements in the movie. And nevertheless, Ah Niu delivered great job on the theme song 纯文艺恋爱 (translation = pure poetic love?? nvm...)

Also you can catch so many famous Malaysian artists inside!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Starting anew... wallet

Finally, after x years, I got a new wallet. I think we all need to let go the past n move on to future ahead... However, thanks to my old wallet that went thru all these years with me.


The "Honors" (damages) of my old wallet...

Yes, reader, you mostly likely think this post is nothing at all. Too bad you already viewed it, kakakaka. And for my old wallet, adios!

~Let go does not mean to bury the past, but to let it go with wind and waving it goodbye with a smile... if you can :p

2 weeks recently...

Senior taking off to US for 2 weeks! Feeling quite relax~

Started to sync up everyday 830am with senior calling from US...

Changing to 700am conference call...

7am conference call somemore iterating similar things...

Finally it's last day of 7am conference call, but no mood to work...
(words on board added by colleagues, haha)

Saturday, March 20, 2010

3 months later...

1. I've got a a few friends to have my breakfast & lunch with.
2. There are finally some real jobs (nothing big, but at least considered real jobs...) for me to handle.
3. Cut coffee from 2-3 to 1-2 a day.
4. Got myself a coffee-mate (I guess so)
5. Got used to waking up before 7am (provided slept around or before 1am).
6. Badminton & Mah Jong game becoming regular activities for weekends.
7. Not yet give up regular sports & readings.

But still I felt there is no achievement  (indeed, there isn't any), and regularly feeling bored after work =.=

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Completed (almost) House

Finally, the house in Penang is almost done will almost all Decorations & Furniture kicked in. Before any of you guys paying me a visit here, let's have some snapshots~

Before we start, these are living room & my room the day I move in early Jan...

1 month later....
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Starts with the living room with soft colors

The dining table

Kitchen

Corridor with wall stickers & guest room in Green

Lastly... my room in Brown & Blue-Grey

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Bad Day

Yesterday, it was a bad day. My office hours sucked & I got myself lost on my way back. After bombarding myself with a same song for times... then I did something which I hadn't done in such a long time...

Here is the output of d bad day...
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And I felt much better then :)

Saturday, January 30, 2010

shopping trip

Prior to CNY, I decided to get some new clothes for myself & also for dad's birthday. So this very morning, I went to Queensbay Mall, browsing through almost every clothes selling shops & Jusco, for 5,6 hours (-__- )....... Finally......

I found the book I was looking for some time in Borders, & it is below RM50! :D
(Previously found it RM60+ with hard cover, but I am good with paper cover anyway.)

I got a earphones (quite cheap 1) from a random PC accessories shop...

And I got a towel (also cheap 1 -.-'') from Jusco...
............ AND WHERE IS MY NEW CLOTHES!?!?!?!? >_<

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

@Penang (Part II: Where I Stay & Work)

2 Jan 2010, newly arrived @ Penang, alone with almost nothing in room...
except memories & presents from KL... Ok la, & also some some stuffs. Haha. Quite messy, but it got organized a bit then...
The house was still kinda empty the day I came, but it is actually almost full furnished right now
But did I mentioned the house has great views??

From front door corridor...
From balcony & room window...
Overall view.. nice?? :D
After where I stay, this is where I start new job...

Outside Intel...
Sea of cubes... & among the sea, my cube
This stuff is everywhere in Intel...


EXTRA: on the street, board writing in Chinese "Do Not Paste CONFESSION" (-__-)

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

@ Penang (Part I: Getting to The Spring)

1. After Penang bridge, follow George Town signboard.
2. Pass through this "Seagull Bridge" or "Bird Bridge".

3. See a Shell on right, then keep left to turn right under the coming bridge. (The condo "the Spring" is behind the Shell)



(side view of the Spring)4. See 3 giant "joysticks" (actually is 4) right in front you. Turn right at this traffic light. 5. And here it is~ The Spring~ (fyi, NOT "He Spring")

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Morning of Craps!

Just went for employee Medical Checkup here. Freaking traffic with retarded drivers around (1 horned me for nothing & 1 I horned for his/her stupidity), 1 hour to search for d clinic (with all so-called “landmark” well-hidden), 2 hours to get myself pee, & d DR said my blood pressure is near d edge (which I can easily tells why after all I gone thru in the morning). Reached office at 1130 while actual office hour starts at 0700. What is wrong with this morning!?!?!? What am I even doing at this place!?!?!?! CRAPS!!!!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Letter for You

(p.s: Starting new job is getting out of d valley of depression, somehow still like to compose these for you :D)

Just like every ignorant fool in this world, I only realized how important everyone of you is to me all these became merely memory... Somehow glad I still able to appreciate these memories :)

To Pana Lab friends,
You guys are major part of my life for the past 3 yrs. Starting from the "little space" in Pana Lab, the place which were once crowded & merry from daytime to late night. We were so stupid & happy back then. Sleeping King, Tea Time Queen, Anime, Supper King, Korea Frenzy, Japanese Frenzy, Pooh Bear, Penguin, Cat, Dota, Ah Mar, Kopi, Pig, Gay, Pamelo Attack... all these are more than simply weird terms for us. Not to mentioned coutnless parties we had for birthdays, mooncake festival, chinese new year, new year & christmas. Wonder if we had the chance to gather again for such event, just like old time, & being crazy & stupid as we were?

To Housemates,
Since Sophea is considered as Pana Lab friends, this part actually refer to CH & PL la, my 7-yr housemate & his caring gf. Not only housemates, but also my kaki for supper, breakfast, dinner, jogging, hiking, movie, chatting n karaoke. Though sometimes you guys gone for weeks or months, leaving me alone in house, but always remembered to bring food or souvenirs back. Really thx for feeding me all these while :)

To MLK gang,
Basically referring to those had new year eve steamboat together last Thu la. Some of you I knew since Alpha yr, while some are only recent 1,2 yrs. As time passed by, you guys getting married, coupled, go overseas, back from overseas one after one. Just like watching movie of different stages of life, showing right in front of me, starring my friends who was just next to me. Really can feel the rythm of life is playing.

To WD friends,
Perfer to use "friends" instead of "ex-cols". So lucky that my 1st job did not put me in a battle field where everyone trying to kill each other. N thx so much for so supporting of my Herbal Tea. You guys are nice & funny, and some are crazy. Haha. Coffee, Nasi Lemak, Titbits, Cookies, TGIF, Scandals, Rocker, Harasser (-__-''), Fierce girl, Karaoke (only once), photo frame (+ photo)... & most of all, the freaking nice Cheese Cakes (which really surprised & touched me, though I din show much :p), how can i forget?

To Pre-Uni friends,
Sorry but I categorized those I knew b4 Uni in this category, I might have to goes 3 more pages if I want to make really precise categories. Somehow, AP & Irene, ths for d farewell @ Sunway. My ex-wife (u know who u are :p), though u din come, thx too la. WJ who is far at Sweden, now I can feel your loneliness a bit. And those far at South (and some dunno where already), pls always take care.

To family,
I doubt any of you might ever come across this blog. But I just feel moving to Penang made me further away from you guys, also less chance to meet you guys. I will try to come back more & pls always stay healthy & happy...

To Penang friends,
You guys must be really boh song as I am talking like I got no friends at Penang at all. Haha. Somehow my sadness is not about seeing you guys, but leaving these bunch of awesome friends behind. If you were me, you will sure have the same feeling.

Long lists but short letters for every team; maybe that's me, always trying to grab ALL in my hand but never have so big capacity... Till next time :)

Saturday, January 2, 2010

1st morning @ Penang

1st morning @ Penang, my new housemates will only be back tomorrow, so I have the all empty new unit for myself currently. And indeed it is kinda EMPTY because the furniture only comes in few days later...

The view of my window is good, seeing d entire Penang bridge from 20 floor height. If will be surely a great 1st morning view; IF I already get over all my sentimental (cowardness) thought to leave KL behind. Still feeling kinda empty, but I can't just lay down & die [1]. So I took my breakfast, & drop by to Cyber Cafe for a while. And after this I am going to explore Penang by myself. Though I forgot my maps in unknown corner inside my unpacked boxes, but... how big can Penang be? [2] Wahahaha...

p.s: So far all ppl I met here are quite friendly, from Nasi Kandar shop server to Cyber Cafe counter guy. And thx to Nam for accompany last night.

(the night later: I drove to few places, Nam's house (Sg Ara), HS's house (Gelugor, USM), Intel, Bus Station, Komtar... skipped Batu Feringgi but missed out the airport & Gurney. Took some photos but not able to upload now. Maybe later. Realising my sadness is not going towards unknown, but it is about leaving out awesome things behind; this relieve me abit because I am not so coward bout unknown somehow :p Anyway still need to keep myself from being too free & think about things yang bukan-bukan.)



[1] Taken from song "I will survive", enjoyed duet this song with you, Su, feels like just yesterday. Oops... it was 2 days ago :p

[2] Sophea, this sounds like what we (with Clement) were saying @ Klang last time.

Final Days in KL...

Last few days in WD were not relaxing, in fact, they were more hectic than previous because I need to clear my job b4 leaving. Perhaps such busy life was good so I didn't have much time to think about the fact I am soon leaving this place which I stayed for so many years. So much that I am leaving behind, from my 7-yrs housemate, hometown friends, uni friends, lab friends, till my newly friended coleagues.

Finaly, until d day before i leave, I happened to be available to realize the fact that I would not want to think about - leaving. Why am I even leaving such a place where so much faces I familiar??? I dun know... :(

(...to be continue)

p.s: now is my 1st night @ penang, inside cybercafe now.