Tell me why~

Actuall what is a blog for? A diary to record what I had done? To share what I am thinking? To share what I am feeling? How do I do if I wanna speak out what I am thinking and feeling, direct and naked, let somebody knows what is in my mind; but at the mean time don't let "somebody" knows what is in my mind?

Maybe if I just ignore the "somebody" then I will not have this problem. IF ONLY I am able to ignore the "somebody"...... I wouldn't be having the troubles and writing this post at all... :(

Tell me why~~~ ......

two-timing

I promised her to stay by her side. But right after this sacred commitment, another her appeared right in front me, shinning and attractive. She whom I gave my promise showed me light when I was in darkness; while she who appeared later was taking my breath. The former her was giving me a peacful life at somewhere I familiar; while the latter her shall take me away from all I had right now. I am totally indecisive, caught between morality and excitement, peaceful living and achievement.

Given the chance, perhaps I will choose to chase the star, away from what I had right now. I am not very sure. However, WD or Intel, whichever decision it will be, it shall be a painful one...

Job?

Being jobless for past 7 months and "interview-less" for past 3 months, out of sudden got 2 interviews in 1 day at 09/09/09 (d special day for a lot of ppl). 1st interview at OYL, Shah Alam, Japan company, lower pay, n will get back to me in 2 weeks if 2nd interview is available. 2nd interview at WD, PJ, better pay than OYL, doing things I not interested in long run (and which I dunno how to doin short run), and urgently need of ppl.

2 days later, which is today. I got the call from headhunter company that WD is interested to hire me. Suddenly I am deep in consideration:
1. I dunno much bout programming (for that job) but I can learn
2. The job scope is routine n seems unattractive in long run
3. I need a job n I need money now
4. Will next job comes if I turn this down? (reminder: no interview for past 3 months)
5. What if I work there 1st then looking for better opportunity at the mean time?

I haven't really make up my mind. The package details should come in Monday. By then, hopefully I can determine what to do for now -.-''

there's just something about maple

Yes, our Melsasa had brought back some Maple products from the country of maples, Canada. I tried the maple cookie yesterday. Somehow the maple doesn't taste like what I expected, which I thought it will taste sentimental... I repeat, "SENTIMENTAL". And NO, the maple did not taste this way. Instead, it was a quite sweet, and a little wood taste. And John said this is how maple tastes. So I guess instead of tasting sentimental, the maple tastes... maple =.=

I dunno how I get the idea of "maple = sentimental", Sophea said maybe it is because red maple is connected to autumn. However these are not important... something special then happened last night...

While I was chatting with Bee Eng, the wind from fan is blowing the pages of my book on the table. So I took a 50-cent coin to press on the paper, with d "Wau" (kite) side facing upwards. And suddenly, I wondered why wouldn't the kite fly, as the fan is blowing at it. =.= Of course it took me less than a second to realise the kite is on d coin and it can't fly. But I was still thinking that a kite should fly with wind, and so is THAT kite... -.-''

Moments later, I flipped over the coin, and for the 1st time, I was starring at the Hibiscus for a few seconds. What's wrong with me!?!?!? ><

Is it the maple cookie that bring out my sentimental self? Haha... we will see tonight, since I had maple tea this afternoon. (Yes, from Melsasa too, and again it tasted maple rather than sentimental.)

p.s: Feeling hungry, maybe due to the maple tea just now @_@

The good, the bad, the unknown

Good things:
My sister-in-law had just gave birth to my little niece on 30 Aug. My niece's name is not confirmed yet. My brother n wife wanted to put d name as "Yin3 Xi1" but they wanted to let the fortune teller to check whether the name is suitable or not. (And my brother actually don't remember how to write the "Yin3" in Chinese, that's why my niece's name still remains mystery to all of us.)

Bad things:
As soon as I got back to SK yesterday, I found that my speaker at house were spoiled. Second day, when i got to lab, I found that my PC's hardisk wasn't running.

Unknown:
Continue sending resumes, n Woei Yean offered to help me search for some lobang he might know. Good or bad? I cannot tell, but hope to get a job soon enough.