two-timing

I promised her to stay by her side. But right after this sacred commitment, another her appeared right in front me, shinning and attractive. She whom I gave my promise showed me light when I was in darkness; while she who appeared later was taking my breath. The former her was giving me a peacful life at somewhere I familiar; while the latter her shall take me away from all I had right now. I am totally indecisive, caught between morality and excitement, peaceful living and achievement.

Given the chance, perhaps I will choose to chase the star, away from what I had right now. I am not very sure. However, WD or Intel, whichever decision it will be, it shall be a painful one...